#ughhhhghhgghh I have a lot of feelings about it ok... | Explore Tumblr posts and blogs

byanyan · 1 year ago

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endearing myself to my own oc tonight thinking about lil baby 13 y/o byan who's finally switched to using only they/them pronouns and finally able to experiment more with feminine clothing and makeup, and they're really excited about it but don't really know what they're doing yet? they're learning most if not all of this stuff on their own with no real guidance, so they're clumsy and they stumble a lot while they're trying to get the hang of it all - there are a lot of poorly blended makeup looks done with an unpracticed, heavy hand, a lot of messy attempts at hairstyles as their hair grows out for the first time ever, and a lot of outfits that are too much or the colours clash or the styles just don't quite mesh... they look pretty messy a lot of the time, but they're having so much fun.

#the first time someone calls the young lady instead of young man they're all '!!!!!' with big sparkling eyes #it's still not right but it's BETTER and it means that they're getting there. they're making progress.#it's really freeing!! it makes them really happy!!!#of course there are a lot of really uneasant interactions in this time too. arguably some of the worst they've faced up until then. but.#unpleasant* interactions even #we're not thinking about that rn. rn we're focusing on the happy and the cute #on bitty byan absolutely beaming when someone compliments their outfit or their nails or their makeup #on them slowly getting better at putting together coherent outfits and their hand getting steadier and!!!#learning how to do all those hairstyles they always wanted to wear but never could!!!#ughhhhghhgghh I have a lot of feelings about it ok...#and I have a lot of thoughts about that period of time where they presented entirely femme and a lot more cutesy #maybe one day I'll do a whole big hc post about it but for tonight u get my ramblings bc I'm tired and emotional #━━ ˟ ⊰ ✰ ooc ⋮ don’t @ me.

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